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I feel so worthless at times, and it makes me hate myself a little more. I usually think of myself as a disappointment, and that hurts me a lot. Sometimes, I just want to run away until I find a place where I can feel safe. I no longer want to feel worthless every time I wake up, and I don't want to hate myself even more. I just want peace in my heart. I just want to feel that I am enough and worthy.
And maybe sometimes I just want to feel that I matter every day. Some things are just hard to handle lately. I spend too much time hating myself, and that makes me sad. I want to tell myself that I am not worthless, but sometimes I just can't help but feel that way. I know that I am being too hard on myself. That makes me feel terrible about myself. Sometimes, I just wish I could stop myself from thinking that I am the worst person to love.
